from fear to strength

From the stupid letter to now , only 3 days past. I have something in my heart fully, I do not know what happen.

Actually, this christmas I attend 3 mass in UK, but I fell so empty in my heart, I was very much fair.

This Year , I had very stressfull life, I found roseary making me come down and feel peacful, saying the roseary give me strangth, evenI have to hold roseary to sleep. but I still can feel God is with me.

But last one month, special this 3 masses, I was felt empty like . I did not know where is my soul, I could not feel myself, when I was in UK, I completly not had any desire to touch the roseary. I did not want to say roseary. Even come back to Taiwan, the stuation was not improve.

It is strange, today I decide to stay at home whole day, to be with myself, After being at home whole day,I feel better and better, after chatting with you, and finish the shower,

I decide be with God and celebrate the new year eve. then the mircle happen, I feel God with me. The empty feeling gone, also full fill the new life feeling.

I want to say, thank you very much.